Beautiful Alone

Hi all,


today has been a rather dull and depressing day. To cheer myself up, I was driving unusually slow and listening to my favourite Japanese band "Weiß kreuz". Loneliness and darkness grew deeper than ever in my heart. My everyday life is always a darkness - never a light has shine upon it before. Even if I'm hanging out with my friends laughing and doing some stupid things, the light never appeared before me. I always wonder why I was I covered by the dark cloud. Is this my destiny? Why should my life be any different from everyone? Ever since I was a kid, I always wonder when I will be able to see the light. Even until now I'm still waiting for the light to shine away the darkness fr om my life. But a question pops into my mind: will the light going to show itself? Or will I be the demon who will never see the light in Hell?

I sincerely apologise for not updating this journal for a very long time. I was been SUPER busy with my assignments (even right now) and never had the chance to write this journal. Story will be postpone as usual and I truly hope I can get it done as soon as possible. In case you're wondering why I write "Beautiful Alone" as my title, go read the song's lyrics sang by Weiß kreuz and you'll understand.

Cheers,
Ryou Takehito